JUJUBES for ME

I didn't realize how much I would miss my camera. I am supposed to go out and buy a new one this weekend. It's going to cost me three to five hundred dollars though. I could get an iPod for that. I really want an iPod for all the commuting. Maybe next month, but I want to buy a car. Even though I said good-bye to cars two and a half years ago I really want one again. I just want a lot of everything. I'll get everything I want as soon as my stupid 401(k) check arrives!

I know spending my retirement savings on stupid things like digital cameras, iPods, and a car sounds rediculous, but really it's not so bad. I didn't cash out, I just took a loan against it. I have to pay myself back PLUS interest, so I'm making money off of myself in the long run. But again, I can't do that until I pay off $200 from the last loan I took against it. You know, it all sounds really bad. BUT it's my own money I'm borrowing. I only owe myself back so it's a-okay.

Money really is the root of all evil, and the source of all my pleasure.

I have an ever busier growing schedule of things to do within the next five weeks. I love it.