I think too much. Even about things I've thought too much about and fucked up.

I made the mistake of being born a girl. All those silly little self doubting thoughts that come flooding into a girls mind when everything seems to be going along just fine. It's probably why guys think girls are psycho. I just thought something might be wrong, so I said something, but after I said it I realized I didn't make sense. I then proceeded to explain myself, my situation, and why I said what I said. I should have just ignored everything and played along for a while until the feelings subdued.

I wish there was a way I could just turn that part of me off at will.