In bed before midnight. Stranger things have happened.

Inever take a good picture anymore. I know it's because I'm fat! I have been grossing myself out lately a lot. So I decided today that I am giving myself a month to lose ten to fifteen pounds and you know, if I can't do that in a month than I really suck. Starting tomorrow I'm going straight to the gym after work and am not leaving until I'm too exhausted to stand. So I guess I should get to bed early then.


I tried to rationalize that it was 90° and I was hot and sweaty and stoned, but it doesn't matter all I see is how huge I've become and that is unacceptable!