Hello. I am 27.

My mother is putting some $$ in my bank account tomorrow morning so I can buy things like gas for my car, food, and go out on Friday. I’m relieved and yet thoroughly disgusted at myself. I spent my last $37 on hair stuff and illegal substances. I don’t know what’s wrong with me sometimes. I even managed to make my bank account negative, luckily only by $2.80 but still. It’s hurting me to see the minus in there