drifting away

sometimes I feel like the girl on the boat moving further and further away from the shore and sometimes I feel like I'm the girl on the shore watching the boat drift out to sea getting smaller in the distance until it's gone.

Either way it us quite a lonely feeling but the perspectives are much, much different. Which I think sums up the way I've been feeling lately. I'm trying (sometimes) to reach out and connect on so many levels but it doesn't seem to be enough. And so I ask, what am I doing wrong here?