Wednesday, July 14, 2004

I'm dying.

Just a little bit. On the inside.

I've lost five pounds in two days. Not sure why or how as I am eating the crappiest junkies food ever. I've always had a really good metabolism, but this is insane. I'm thinking this two job thing is going to kill me or put me in the hospital. I never feel good anymore, always so tired, even after eight hours of sleep. I think it's because I haven't had a day off in over a month.

I had a Jell-O pudding pop for breakfast. I didn't think they still made them but when I opened my freezer this morning it was looking at me and whispering softly, "Devour me". And that was that.

The girls went out for drinks at the Zeitgeist and I'm sitting here kind of jealous and angry that I'm not there getting drunk too, but I just can't move. I'm so tired. Saturday is a party at Jordan's house that I'm supposed to go to. I promised Anthony I would. I just hope I don't feel as shitty as I do today or else I'm going to have to flake... and if I flake I'll never hear the end of it at work because everyone is going.

meh.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

don't die. i enjoy reading you.

7:28 AM  
Blogger DreShmae said...

HOW FUCKING REFRESHING!!!! Before moving to NYC, I lived in LA for 6 years (raised in Bay Area), and if any LA chick had lost 5 lbs in 2 days, she'd be bragging to each and every one of her goddamned friends that she found a new diet secret. This worries you, as it should, may I say. How goddamned fucking refreshing! On a side note: please don't die. You are much appreciated.

10:00 AM  
Blogger Amber said...

yeah it sucks, because now all my clothes are too big. Not enormously big, but not fitting like they should.

I'm not a twig by any means, and could probably stand to lose the 5 lbs. but not this way.

10:33 AM  

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