It's time to make sure the parents have life insurance!

I've got the office to myself this morning which means lots of time for thinking and pondering and wishing and making myself feel just miserable. I'm so damned good at that. Sometimes I just can't stand the person that I am, the things that come out of my mouth, the thoughts that run through my head.

It is not a big deal though.

I hate it when I figure out what I want and then can't have it. I am not the best at follow through either.


In other news this is what I want to do with my mom and dad when they go... I might be morbid but I'd love the idea of being able to feel like they were right there with me always. I love my parents and honestly don't know what I'd do with out them sometimes most times.